I'm really surprised it's been 2 months since I've written. I know I really need to, I know how much it helps, yet I've been putting it off. Most of the time I honestly forget to, but other than that I keep saying "I'll do it later", and later never comes. Well, I guess it does, just.. Months later.
As if I didn't have a full plate before, it's now overflowing. I am trying my best to get through it, and make my lists, and just take it all one thing at a time. It does help, most of the time, but sometimes things just get overwhelming and I can't handle it.
I'm getting to the point where I've really had enough of what's going on with my husband. I feel like I've been more than on board with being supportive of him, but at this point I just want to back off and say "handle it all yourself". I feel like that's what he does with me most of the time. When he knows I'm having a bad day, I get no understanding. He gets on my case that I forgot to refill my Rx, well, I've got a lot going on, and I always put myself last.. Sorry! I finally refill it, and it's waiting at Walmart. Ask him to pick it up for me since he's going there to get Destins new Rx, and he forgets. Thanks, that's nice of you to forget about me, AGAIN.
Completely change of subject, but, WHY IS EVERYONE SO OBSESSED WITH THEMSELVES?? 2 messages today from people that never say a word to me otherwise, asking me to vote for their kids in some stupid facebook contest. First of all, it's facebook, I DON'T CARE. Second of all, I don't have time to go to the bathroom sometimes, and you want me to devote time to you, when you never say a word to me? I wish I could delete my account, but sadly that would mean letting go of my business, and I cannot afford to do that, financially, and emotionally. It's kinda all I have for myself sometimes.
Anyway, just some thoughts/annoyances pouring out. I definitely need to start doing this more. It really helps!
